____________`;summer p a r a d i s e

Depressed Mode.
2005-08-02 - 10:40 p.m.

hmm.. im kinda in a depressed mode.

not mood, but mode. like buttons things. x/

i have art till it closes today, my arms turned sore drawing the same old thing. >_<; i feel so lonely, as no one to accompany me... i feel pushed around, it keeps on going, "PAMELA~~~" i have enough. i need to rest. i am only human.

i dont draw like vavavoom. i dont colour like ohhlala... but i only can do batik that goes "wow" = =; if only my N level piece were to be 2 piece of batik and no prep work. i jolly well do it. >_>; but that isnt the case.

back to the normal MODE.

i finally burned all my dbsk pics and hiyaya perf. hmms, i still dont bear to delete it. >_<; all my dbsk files are about 7GB. check that ouuutt. >_>; and, i may wanna burn frog prince, anyways, CD-R spree!! <3 haha...

Kone is coming, 183 is coming, FIR is coming. so is like OMG! >_<;; but dbsk isnt. :( but i would be too busy. @@;;

Oh yeah, shurong likes dbsk too, thats what i heard from ying. >_>; hero and xiah she likes. my first first loves. before yunnie came. x] haha, i did like hero in the beginning, then i moved on to xiah, and now stuck on to yunn. XD

ying remarked "lets open a dbsk fanclub" wow.

im gonna pon art tmr. i have enough. too sick to draw anymore... >_>;;; i have no mind of my own...

i cant draw...

>_>; i offically own a PAMELA SPINEL NG nametag. whee!!

elope || now